Nothingness and Yesterday I thought that it was all over I thought that it has all ended I thought that time has set me free I thought that I can move on Without you by my side Here I am...thinking of holding you tight Here I am thinking of your smile Thinking of those dreamy eyes Thinking of all the little things Everything that seems so right......... Here I am thinking of you.......... Though each and every part of me has tried I know there is nothing that can mend this pain Nothing that can fill this emptiness inside Just when I thought I was over you Just when I thought time has set me free Just when I thought I can stand on my own Then everything turns into a dream..... Another dream that I am having A dream that I keep on having A dream that will never come true A dream that I am holding you Holding you tight Holding you tight watching the clouds As the sun rises As time goes by And our shadows intertwined Forever like time's eternity we shall stay In each other's embrace you and I You and I will always be You and I will always be Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser210.gb.com.cn on Monday, November 30, 1998 at 01:35:36 REMAINING HOPE you walk through the front door and see his clothes packed up in trash bags sadly i can't blame him and he can't blame me for feeling betrayed for her picturesque family, the shatter of reality looked me in the eye as i see her die 2:04P 11/26/98 Ahya from ts002d08.lap-ca.concentric.net on Friday, November 27, 1998 at 05:13:49 Reflection Then ..............young I was Full of life and filled with love I try to write sorrowful verses of love so lost Imagining why how and what What is it that makes these people cry How does it feel to be heart broken How does it feel to be torn inside With tears ......flooding their hearts their souls Overflowing through their eyes Now that I know...... Now that I know...... I want to stop! I want to stop! Yet night is silent As leaves falls....... As leaves falls....... No sound is heard No sound is heard I alone..................... In these empty halls Listening to tears... As it falls.................. Down from these eyes of mine Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser144.gb.com.cn on Thursday, November 26, 1998 at 02:36:31 Here, we lie in eternity...of lover's bliss Form here we see forever, Heaven and Earth From here we see forever, you and I In the clouds up above In the air that I breathe In the shadows I see In everything... There is always you and me! Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser174.gb.com.cn on Tuesday, November 24, 1998 at 02:39:51 Here we lie in eternity...of lover's bliss Form here we see forever, Heaven and Earth From here we see forever, you and I In the clouds up above In the air that I breathe In the shadows I see In everything... There is always you and me! Peking man <hankun> from dialuser174.gb.com.cn on Tuesday, November 24, 1998 at 02:39:20 To whom it may concern: I am deeply sadden to see that this page peace has been broken. Can't we just come in and enjoy? I do not think that I am asking for too much, or am I? So please try co-exist peacefully........ I am happy to come in and read what others have written and I think others are as well. So again I ask for a happy coexistence, there is no reason why this place have to be tarnished by something that is not healthy for the mind. Hope that I'm not asking for too much. Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser174.gb.com.cn on Tuesday, November 24, 1998 at 02:22:06 chickenshiet [11:02P 11/22/98] CHICKENSHIETWHODYOUTHINKYOUAREYOUSORRYASS LILPEICEOFCHICKENSHIET I'VEGOTBETTERTHINGSTODOTHENPLAYYOURLIL5THGRADEGAMES SOSTUFFYOURACCUSINASSWHERETHESUNDON'TSHINE YOUARENOTMINESODON'TPLAYBLIND TAKEHINTPUNK.IDON'TWANTYOU ANYMORE Ahya from 209.209.18.73 on Monday, November 23, 1998 at 14:09:27 Broken Heart When I have broken heart who shall know; I cry out loud in this silence world; Hope there are some one who can help me. Take me out fromthis cold silence world. I cry loud for some help I might get; From someone to fell pity and look this way; Walk to me comfort me give me hope; In this cool blooded silence world. Yout <jyout@hotmail.com> from 208.9.73.226 on Sunday, November 22, 1998 at 12:38:08 In the night, all is silent In the night, all is dark In the night, there is no one Except you and I Closed in each others arm Your voice... Your face... My earth angel In your sweet embrace In night's silent mysteries You took me to Heaven My earth angel My earth angel... Was it true Or was it just a dream! With time passing ... I really think It was a dream! Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser157.gb.com.cn on Sunday, November 22, 1998 at 02:11:53 Snow covered .... Everything white All around Everything silent and calm Only man... Only man Heart of lead Heart of stone Unable to be cleansed By the whiteness of snow Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser157.gb.com.cn on Sunday, November 22, 1998 at 01:48:23 ฝนดาว .. พราวพร่างที่ขอบฟ้า คืนลมหนาวพัดมา แต่ดาวพาให้ใจอุ่น แสงดาวระยิบระยับ นุ่มละมุน อยากเก็บดาวมานอนหนุน สัมผัสไออุ่น ให้ฝันดี [ 9.21 pm. 20 Nov. 1998 ] = Noo+ Noi~ MeSy *^_^* = from ts3_134.asiaaccess.net.th on Friday, November 20, 1998 at 22:22:36 จะอธิบายสุข ให้ "สุข" แก่คนที่ไม่เคยสุขต่อสิ่งนั้น ก็ยากยิ่งฉันท์ใด จะอธิบายทุกข์ ให้ "ทุกข์" แก่คนที่ไม่เคยทุกข์ในสิ่งนั้น ก็ยากยิ่งฉันท์นั้น เธอจะหาใครมาเข้าใจ ในทุกความคิดและ..รู้สึก ดูช่างยากเย็น และเป็นไปไม่ได้ แต่เธอก็พยายาม ............ แต่ในเวลาเดียวกัน ตัวเธอเอง..ก็ไม่เคยเข้าใจ ในตัวเอง..อยู่บ่อยครั้ง ตุลย์ฤานี <cwofty@senet.com.au> from proxy3.senet.com.au on Thursday, November 19, 1998 at 04:14:00 Fall Falling FLuttering down from the sky Fall Falling The snowflakes falls Softly gently falling What am I doing? Not asleep... Staring at the snow that fall Thinking ...thinking Of one who is not by my side! Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser186.gb.com.cn on Wednesday, November 18, 1998 at 00:00:10 จะอธิบายสุข ให้ "สุข" แก่คนที่ไม่เคยสุขต่อสิ่งนั้น ก็ยากยิ่งฉันท์ใด จะอธิบายทุกข์ ให้ "ทุกข์" แก่คนที่ไม่เคยทุกข์ในสิ่งนั้น ก็ยากยิ่งฉันท์นั้น เธอจะหาใครมาเข้าใจ ในทุกความคิดและ..รู้สึก ดูช่างยากเย็น และเป็นไปไม่ได้ แต่เธอก็พยายาม ในเวลาเดียวกัน ที่ตัวเธอเอง..ก็ไม่เคยเข้าใจ ในตัวเอง..อยู่บ่อยครั้ง from proxy1.senet.com.au on Tuesday, November 17, 1998 at 05:31:19 ลองยิ้ม.. ให้ความขุ่นข้องหมองใจเสียบ้าง ลองปล่อยวาง.. ปัญหาอันหนักหน่วงนั้นไว้ข้างๆ ลองหัวเราะ.. ให้วายร้ายแห่งชีวิตที่ชื่อ "ปัญหา" .. จงหัวเราะกับมันเถิด เพราะที่สุดแล้ว เธอก็ชนะทุกครั้ง เธอก็ผ่านพ้นมาทุกครา จนถึง..วันนี้ .. .ตุลย์ฤานี. <cwofty@senet.com.au> from proxy4.senet.com.au on Friday, November 13, 1998 at 16:23:21 Reflection: It seems that after all these years What left is nothing more... Faint memories and sighs Flowers had their times So have I It seems so far away And yet so near Oh how I can taste it The taste of yester-years I look and I try to concentrate To ponder about the silver linings That illuminates the sky Forget this leaden present How do I compare .. Those days gone by How do I compare .. Those happy times But all in all And time after time The one thing I found is.. It makes me happy To think of those time There will always be a light Lighting up my heart Peking man <hankun@softhome.net> from dialuser145.gb.com.cn on Friday, November 13, 1998 at 05:26:14 GAMES why do you insist in playing games, boy that's not my style anymore why can't you just tell me, boy what you're thinking straight up, no hesitations no murmurs, no stutters seriously why can't you just ... because, you don't care ... as much as I? Ahya <rae@inwebwe.com> from ts020d36.lap-ca.concentric.net on Thursday, November 12, 1998 at 14:18:31 INTRUDERS INTRUDERS ARE AMONGST US AND I, NARROW EYED ONLY SAW THE LIGHT SANCTUARIES ARE NO LONGER SAFE FOR THE WALLS HAVE EYES I AM NO LONGER ALONE. Ahya <rae@inwebwe.com> from ts012d12.lap-ca.concentric.net on Thursday, November 12, 1998 at 14:01:32 Wake up ...my little dove Wake up my dear child Wake up my earth angel My love Wake up and kiss me Wake up and lead me with your love Wake me with your kiss Wake me from my icy slumber Wake me into Love Hold out your hand Show me your heart Show me all your true feelings And I shall folow thee... Into eternal bliss Where I shall walk with you Hand in hand Heart to heart Eternally together Never shall we part!!! PS.have to reformaty comp. so might be busy for a while, but will be back as soon as possible, and put up my writings!!! Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser133.gb.com.cn on Monday, November 09, 1998 at 23:08:47 Wake up ...my little dove Wake up my dear child Wake up my earth angel My love Wake up and kiss me Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from dialuser133.gb.com.cn on Monday, November 09, 1998 at 23:08:46 .ว่างเปล่า. เมื่อความนิ่งเงียบ ดิ่งลึก เข้าสู่ภวังค์จิต เสียโหยหวญ ร่ำไห้ของความทุกข์ ก็เดินจากไป.. เสียงหัวเราะ แห่งความเกษมสันต์ ก็หยุดลง.. .. ความนิ่ง-เงียบงัน กับลมหายใจ ที่อิ่มเอมด้วยความสงบ ก็พาเราล่องลอย สู่.. ภวังค์แห่งความว่างเปล่า .ตุลย์ฤานี. <cwofty@senet.com.au> from proxy1.senet.com.au on Monday, November 09, 1998 at 17:15:00 As I walk along this path less travelled And reminisce of days gone by The autumn weather struck me in the face The flowers fading My hope! The leaves falling My years! The clouds fleeting My illusions! The sun getting colder My affection! And rivers that are beginning to freeze My life! So I walk on this road less travelled And reminisce about those days gone by! Peking man <hankun@hotmail.com> from 202.99.63.32 on Wednesday, November 04, 1998 at 01:10:56 ฝากความคำนึงจากฟากฟ้า ฝากสายลมแห่งกาลเวลาของความคิดถึง ฝากไปบอกใครคนหนึ่ง... บอกว่า ... ฉันคิดถึงจะขาดใจ เมื่อไหร่เธอจะกลับมา ? เธอบอกวันเวลากับฉันได้ไหม ? ไม่ว่า วัน เดือน ปี จะหมุนผ่าน นานเท่าไร ขอแค่ให้เธอรู้ไว้ ... จะนานเพียงไหนฉันก็จะรอ 10:45 pm. [ 1 November 1998 ] ปิยภัทร from pa15_88.asiaaccess.net.th on Sunday, November 01, 1998 at 22:51:04