As I sit here all alone on this cold February night, I look around but my sweet Jane is nowhere to be found. It wasn't long ago that I held her in my arms...so warm and so comforting. But now she is no longer by my side here in California, but somewhere far off studying in Colorado. How can I have been so stupid to let her go?!? This is the question I ask myself every single day.

How I miss her tender hugs and kisses. The way she'd run her fingers through my hair...or just how she'd lean her head on my shoulder and fall asleep. Felt like years ago...oh how I miss those days.

When we were together it was the best of times. I felt like I was in Heaven...on a rollercoaster going up...on Cloud Nine baby!! It was sheer bliss. But now we are apart and all I can do is wait until we are together once again. I know it won't be long, but everyday that she's there and I'm here...feels like an eternity.

There's nothing more I can ask of her. She's the best friend, girlfriend, and lover I could ever have hoped for...:) That's why on this Valentine's...our first Valentine's, I want her to know that, even though we can't be together on this special occasion, I'm still thinking about her and I'm still madly in love with her.